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Meet Michelle.

I love her. And she’s a medical student! To go to med school and still have that love affair with fashion? I wish I could do that too!

I want to raid her closet! XP

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I am very happy to announce that I now have a Tumblr account. I will be posting my blog entries there from now on. But I will still link the entries to this blog. =]

It's still under construction, but feel free to check it here.

Labels: fashion, Life

Listening To: Ready for the Floor (Live) - Duffy

Guess who snagged a gorgeous Petro Zillia jacket on sale. =P

It's black, double-breasted and biker-ish.

*happy sound*

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The second Org Chem exam wasn't so bad. I understand the questions now. Haha. XP Only problem is, I dunno how to answer them. >.< But it's getting better eh? At least now I understand the questions... XP I am hoping (desperately) that I'll be able to answer the questions come the third exam.

Labels: College, fashion, Life, school

What a gloomy day.

I unwillingly woke up to the alarm and the first thing that pops in my mind is the Histo exam later. I didn't walk to school this moring. I rode a jeep. Cold smoke-laden air welcomes me, and I wonder if I'll get lung disease. But I remembered I'll have rheumatic heart disease. That wasn't comforting either.

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The walls in front of the Bio Lec classroom was unusually cold. I wonder what'll happen if the walls were alive and they'd just suck me in... Will I wake up smiling?

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Finished watching "Grave of the Fireflies" in Hum 2 class.

Grabe. Timing talaga. What a depressing film.

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Histo exam. Mental block. Felt so frustrated with myself.

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iTunes on shuffle plays Michelle Featherstone...

"Coffee and Cigarettes"

I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday

I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

I thought that if I didn’t go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn’t go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you

I must quit, I must quit, you

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Thinking tires me. =[

Labels: Life, school

For the fourth time... nadukutan nanaman ako. =[

Ay grabe, katangahan na talaga 'to. =,[ And this time, it was the worst. I lost my wallet (containing a considerable amount of money since I just withdrawed from an ATM) and my beloved iPod.

Yes. My iPod. *cue for drama background music*

It was very traumatizing considering the fact that I just came from a Physics exam which wasn't enjoyable (Yes. Some exams are enjoyable. And yes. In case you still don't know, I'm a nerd.), and I have Bio to study pa after for the quiz the next day.

Pero surprisingly, I didn't feel THAT bad. Well, siyempre, I felt bad diba pero I wasn't like mourning over it. More like ano lang, "Antanga-tanga mo Maisie... Gaah.." Pero afterwards, I'm okay na.

I found it suprising din e. Kasi I really expected myself to be miserable and wallowing in despair for a day. Haha. =P Emoo.. Eeeww.. XP

If I were to describe the feeling... Overwhelmed na siguro yung nearest term. Overwhelmed kasi I felt like it was meant to happen, and because it felt like a wake-up call or something to catch my attention. Parang I can't even call it coincidence e.

Ah basta. Magulo utak ni Maisie ngayon. After that postponed BioLab exam this moring, may war na sa utak ko. =))

Origin-Insertion-Action. Here we go again o.0

Labels: Life

This week meant a lot to me. On several levels that is... =P

At this point, I can't imagine my life doing nothing. O_O Rotting and not doing anything would kill me. (Well, technically speaking, rotting would kill me. Or maybe rotting happens after the "killing/dying" pala noh.. =P) Rushed. On-the-go. Multi-tasking. Sleep when you can. Eat when you can. It's like you're on fast forward. All the time. Even sleep is on fast forward. O_O

But hey. I manage to keep myself sane. =]

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Dark Knight was awwweesoooommee.. Pano ulit? AWWEEESOOOMMEE.. *eyes wide in awe*

Parang I don't want to watch another movie muna. =P
Ah basta. Grabe. Dark Knight. *tear*

The ending had sense. Philosophical shit pa nga e. And it's really daaark. I mean, compared to the older Batman films, this one is not at all "cartoony". At maraming quotable quotes! Oh oh.. and snaps to Heath Ledger! Grabe... He is a loss talaga. Joker was exceptional in the film. He was able to make Joker actually seem funny, creepy, cunning and evil. Not like the corny clown we've always known. X[

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I am studying too much cat stuff. As in. Bantad na bantad na ako. There are soooo many muscles!!! =((

Aynako Maisie. Magdodoktor ka remember? Wait for Anatomy. =P

And our class is fast-paced talaga. Internal organs na kami! E yung other block, di pa nga tapos sa muscles e... >.< style="font-weight: bold;">My mom is well already. =]

She has completely engrafted. The transplant was successful. =]

And it brings me joy and relieves me off my pressures. Thank you Tatay. =] I know you were always there listening to our prayers and it's in your grand plan that things are falling into place. Perfect timing ka pa Tatay! This is the best birthday gift she has ever received I'm sure. =]

This is another testament of your glory. Salamat talaga Lord... Again, this shows us how you provide for everything that we need Lord. That we don't have to worry about anything because You're there Father.

Father, I know that this has been a very big learning experience for my mom. And I know that everything that happened has a purpose because they are in accord to your grand plan. I pray that you continue to use my mom as an instrument of your glory and magnificence Father. I pray that others may learn from her and that others may see Your power and works in her Father.

Salamat po Tatay. =]

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Med Choir Practiiiiice!!
WAAAHH... Nawawala ako kahapon! =[ As in, loooooost. >.< style="font-weight: bold;">Naeenjoy ko talaga ang Med Choir. =]

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So maybe I am not at all happy with everything right now...

which is why! I bought get-happy shoes.. pink and maroon low-cut Nike dunks. =] They look like AF1s na less bulkier. XP

does the trick. am really happy and jumpy when I wear them. =]

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Maisie misses...
- shopping (di bale... August 1... Topshop, wait fer me. ;])
- taking photos (Nagtatampo na cameras ko.. =[)
- my brother
- talking to certain people
- cooking
- reading non-academic books
- ice cream or halo-halo with mother dearest
- watching Late Night with Conan O'Brien

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I want a new perfume! >.< Nakakasawa na 'tong scent ko ngayon... Andami ko pang kapareho...

Ah grabe. Sooo immune to FORMALIN. o.0

Labels: biolab, College, Faith, Family, fashion, food, Friends, Life

This day was enough to make me cry and go insane, but it didn't. Buti na lang, I decided to stay here in Manila and join friends who were planning on watching a movie.

Let me just say that that Org Chem exam was the hardest exam I have ever taken so far. And they say the first exam is the easiest daw o. o_0 ZOMG.

For the first time in my life, naramdaman ko talagang I was taking an exam na wala akong alam. As in WALA. And after studying for 2 days kahit I get sick and all na nga, ramdam ko na wala parin akong maintindihan sa exam.

At gusto ko lang sabihin... I used to like Chemistry! Ngayong Organic na siya, ewan ko na...

And one more thing, handa ako sa results ng exam kasi alam kong I failed miserably.

But bad memories aside...
We just watched Mamma Mia! =] Feel-good movie promise! Andami namin, isang block ata. XP Just what we needed... NakakaLSS. And it's really really fun. Makes you forget the hell you went through in GAB 104 for 2 hours and 30 minutes...

Pero seriously, I'm in a very jumpy mood now. Haha. =P Kasalanan 'to nung movie! XP

Labels: Friends, Life, Movies, school

- We'll be having our delightful History 3 exam. Judaism. Islam. Zoroastrianism. Definition of Terms. Identification. Essay. Delightful nga.

- We are studying Delia's muscles for BioLab.

- I am going to school with plastic bags as bags.

- I am hoping that I get better. My head and tonsils are killing me.

- I am wishing for peace in my mind and someone else's peace of mind too.

- I will treat myself to that Belgian Chocolate Ice Cream place in Midtown.

But for now...

I shall go back to studying Histo, which by the way is just way too much exercise for my neurons. X[

Labels: biolab, College, Friends, Life

You don't know how much I am wishing that you are here. Seeing you again made me remember how we became good friends. And it warms my heart. =] I'm sorry I wasn't able to keep in touch last year. That was wrong talaga. Kahit gaano pa ako ka-toxic, I will always have time for you. Friends First. =] I hope you're doing good there although, I'm sure naman na you'll succeed and you'll never fail to shine your light on others wherever you may be. I'm always here lang for you. Never ever forget that...

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Thank you for listening to me last night. Listening to what you have to say certainly made me feel better. It's the small things like this that cements the fact that you are my friend and that you can be someone I can count on. =] Topshop/Topman private sale ha! Sabay ka sa akin mamili. ;]

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This is going to be short, pero I hope you'll be able to know if this message is for you.

You are one of my very good friends in iMed. =] We are your friends. Never forget that. We'll always be here for you no matter what kaya stop thinking you are alone. Ikaw pa! =] Tambays and lunches will never be complete without you.

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I am happy we sit together again during classes. =] I remember we always sit together nung first sem kaso dahil na rin sa schedule, we sort of drifted nung second sem. It's fun hanging out with you again. I never seem to have boring breaks with you. =P I hope we'll still be able to hang out pag med proper na.

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Naiinis ako sa'yo. Naiinis ako sa'yo ng sobra sobra. Hindi ito sapat para maexpress 'yun. I'm sorry pero what happened kanina just had to be the end of it. In case hindi mo alam, hindi masarap ang feeling nang masigawan lalo na if you just want to help. Actually... HINDI MASARAP MASIGAWAN. Period. Bakit ka ba ganyan sa akin ngayon? If you're doing this to make me hate you, then I guess nagawa mo na. This cold treatment you're giving me is scarring me in the face. Tuwing kakausapin kita, kung hindi cold and "walang kapaki-paki", pabagsak ka pa sumagot. Parang lagi mo akong binabara. Feel na feel kong stupid ako in its purest essence. Alam mo kasi nasasaktan din naman ako. Alam mo yung feelings? Tuwing may sasabihin ako sa'yo, you always give me the air na parang bearer of bad news ako lagi or parang everything that I say doesn't concern you. Sa totoo lang, of all people, I didn't think na you can be like this. I didn't think you can be rude and cold... If I am going to be treated like this, alam mo, 'wag na lang. Let's forget the friendship na lang.

Labels: Friends, Life