Today was our last formal school day for our first year (second sem). And no. You are not hearing a sigh of relief from me because final exams are still up for next week. O_O

Believe it or not. I think I am kind of getting used to this lifestyle. You know. Unplanned sleep. Rushed meals. Endless caffeine binging. Reports. Papers. Exams.

Yeah. It's sad.

There are a lot of things to be sad about these days actually. And that's coming from happy jumpy Maisie already.

Nothing I do is ever good enough. Have been working my ass off studying till the wee hours of morning but tests never fail to surprise me. Like the last Calc exam for example. This is exactly the reason why I wanted to be a doctor! See, numbers don't like me. I will never be good in Math. O_O

A lot of people are sick nowadays. Of course, there's... me. Yes, you're frail sickly blogger is sick again. Always actually. But that doesn't bother me anymore because again, I kind of gotten used to it. What bothers me though is Shayne and Aeron. They both have Dengue and both have missed A LOT in school. I can't even imagine how they are going to catch up because school is just so overwhelming. O_O

I especially miss Shayne. =[ It's awfully quiet above my bed. There's no one to poke or "make papansin" to. I miss my mare... =[ I really really pray that she and Aeron recuperate soon.

I really miss home. I miss my brother. Yes, my annoying little brother. I miss my Dad. I miss my Mom. I miss my room and its distinct vanilla and detergent smell. I miss eating out with the family. I miss food at home. I miss TV. Hay nako. I don't think I'll be able to list everything pa nga e... >.<

I am tired. I am stressed. Very veeery worn-out. Good thing, there is work buddy to make things seem lighter and "do-able". =] But sometimes... I get depressed about that too. And yes, Dane that was meant only for you to understand.

I miss shopping. =[ My last shopping was for my extemporaneous speech in Comm. I got gray wide-leg pants from Topshop. Really really like them.... Pero kasi, you see, the point is that wasn't even just because I want to buy it. That was for Comm. For school. Again. O_O

I miss taking pictures. Need a photo op ASAP. Pitooo... Intramuros tayo!!! =P Or kahit Baywalk!

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Oh oh... Weird old lady in orange sat beside me in Coffee Bean yesterday. REALLY FUCKING CREEPY. O_O

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I know this blog entry is beginning to get incoherent. Exactly how I am really everyday. Well, at least, nowadays.

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Still hafta do spooopid Bio lecture guides after this. Don't want to do it tomorrow anymore e. >.< Di bale. I will reward myself. Maybe mani and pedi tomorrow. Or a new book (siyempre non-acad! Milan Kundera! Or Haruki Murakami!) to read! Hmmm... or maybe just 12 hours of sleep. =] I'm okay with the last one.

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