Friday, May 16, 2008
If Sadness Were Pureed...
Day was very draining. Had 3 horrible exams (all Stat O_O). No decent sleep (Think sticky varnished floorboards and Stat notes as your bed >.<).

Oh, I guess you can call the day memorable too. That is my last Math subject eveeeeerrr.. =P

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Summer vacation part 2? Not quite. I still have PI papers to pass and a metal thing to dump in a pool or in Manila Bay. =P

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Had dinner with friends at Icebergs'. My food was provided by my fairy godfathers, Nico and Bryan. =] Loved the sisig and the peach berry sundae. =]

Had dessert part 2 at Baker's Passion where I ate from Pito and Aeron's plate. =P Sorreh. Grabe. Bankrupt na e. >.< And the whole mall was on sale ha. So you can imagine diba... Gaaaaahh.. O_O

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Strange sad heavy feeling hit me kanina. It was nothing like depression. It was just sadness. makes you feel heavy and awful. That was right after the Stat Lab exam. Was I sad about the test? Well, yes. Maybe. That could be part of it. It could also be because of the ugly weather, my ugly lunch, my sleep deprivation, the date with Egg that I will miss, and the fact that I am not going home to QC right after class because of the group meeting tomorrow.

But I think I know what triggered it na.

I just really really miss my Mom. =[

You know the feeling when you don't really think about a person everyday, until one day, when you do think about him/her, you realize how much you really really miss him/her...

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And yes, I am blogging again because we finally have internet in the dorm again. =P

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Somehow, you are more distant. You don't seem to care that much anymore. And you don't appreciate the things I do to bless you.

But I understand. What pains me is that you just somehow managed to keep me out of your heart all of a sudden.

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