What a gloomy day.
I unwillingly woke up to the alarm and the first thing that pops in my mind is the
Histo exam later. I didn't walk to school this moring.
I rode a jeep. Cold smoke-laden air welcomes me, and I wonder if I'll get lung disease. But I remembered I'll have rheumatic heart disease. That wasn't comforting either.
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The walls in front of the Bio Lec classroom was unusually cold. I wonder what'll happen if the walls were alive and they'd just suck me in...
Will I wake up smiling?*****
Finished watching "Grave of the Fireflies" in Hum 2 class.
Grabe. Timing talaga.
What a depressing film.*****
Histo exam. Mental block. Felt so
frustrated with myself.
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iTunes on shuffle plays Michelle Featherstone...
"Coffee and Cigarettes"I gave up coffee and cigarettes
I hate to say it hasn’t helped me yet
I thought my problems would just dissipate
And all my pain would be in yesterday
I poured my booze all down the kitchen drain
And watched my bad habits get flushed away
I thought that that would keep my head on straight
And all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you
I thought that if I didn’t go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn’t go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you
I sold my guitar and my piano
I thought that it was these that kept me low
I thought if only I could try and change
That all my pain would be in yesterday
But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit, you
I must quit, I must quit, you
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Thinking tires me. =[Labels: Life, school